Man, I can't seem to find my head right now
I think I'm overboard
Look, my eyes closed, but I'm having visions
These tensions, turn to grippin
Creases on my sheets I'm flippin
Need to refill my prescription
Confiding with restriction
Dying for a feeling
Starring at my ceiling
Hours turn to seconds, I'm speedin
My heart beating out of line
I've been acting out of line
Can you tell me that I'm fine
Yea-
Tell me there's a reason for all this bleeding
I'm changing seasons
But I'm cold inside, can you help me feel alive?
Inside - outside
Inchin outside
Buzz to catch a vibe
Trapped internally
I can't feel neuropathy
Waves are crashing over me
I'm over my head out at sea
What's it all really mean?
When every single little thing
Is haunting me, taunting me, pulling me back
My bones they break, riddled with cracks
Shadows all around be
Lurkin up behind - creep
Swayin in the side streets
I can't make it on foot
What am I suppose to do?
Bent in half, folded in two sides of me
Rip me in half, I wanna feel detached
Just break me down my spine
I'm collapsing in my prime
Tryin not to let it swallow
Hollow be the drain
Deeper you go, deeper the pain
Trapped internally
I can't feel neuropathy
Waves are crashing over me
I'm over my head out at sea
Feeling so numb
What will I become?
Just wanna run
Where can I go?
No home when I'm alone
I'm a free roam
Into nothing, gravity grabbin, graspin
Draining, extraining out my last breath
What could be next?
Let this be my final test
Is it dawn or the end?
Try and let the rays in
Trapped internally
I can't feel neuropathy
Waves are crashing over me
I'm over my head out at sea