Remnant Warrior - Dear Family Lyrics

Yo, I'm writing you this letter babe
I hope it finds you well, I know I put you through hell, my actions cast a spell
The nights I was hustling, selling dope on the streets, I let you down hard, now I'm drowning in these beats
Took the wrong path, yeah, I paid my dues
Jail cell confessions, it's your love that I choose
Look at the damage, yeah, I see you frown Every scar I bear was just to bring you down
Forgive me, please, for the pain that I caused

If I, if I died in your arms tonight,
Would you forgive me for everything that I did
I wish I could erase it all away
Oh, I, if I die in my sleep tonight, will you remember the good that I did
Are you thankful that I changed
Thankful that I changed

Now to my four kids, sorry I was lost,
You guys were always worth my time,
But when your brother died, man, it messed up my mind
The drugs took me under, made me weak
And I was blind
Missed birthdays, graduations, missed all the fun times
Trying to stay numb was real dumb, I lost too much time
I was a bad role model on my way to hell, regretting the time my thirteen year old daughter drove home when I went to jail
You deserve a father who's present, and that really is the plan
Jesus took my broken pieces and He made a new man
Now I stand redeemed, thanks to the Lord's grace. Jesus took me from the gutter, put me back in my place I'm so thankful for my wife and my kids, man, I swear you're my life
Now I'm mostly thankful that I'm not afraid to die tonight, if I,

If I, if I died in your arms tonight, would you forgive me for everything that I did
I wish I could erase it all away, oh I,
If I die in my sleep tonight, will you remember the good that I did
Are you thankful that I changed
Thankful that I changed
If I, if I died in your arms tonight, would you forgive me for everything that I did
I wish I could erase it all away, oh I,
If I die in my sleep tonight, will you remember the good that I did
Are you thankful that I changed
Thankful that I changed