I'm tryna get my head right, whole lotta shit on my mind
Really I don't even, don't even know how to feel no more, I put smoke in the sky
No tears I got red in my eyes, tryna get back on my grind
Back on my bullshit like I'm from the Chi, I'm on a whole different time
Fine shit, she a bad lil' vibe, Reload walkin' around with that fire
Reload, walkin' around with that shit, got it on me, shorty likin' my bip
She like that I'm tryna get rich, bag a bitch and I don't need no rizz
Bag a what like I'm tryna get chips, bag a cheese like I'm tryna get ritz
Rappers be clowns, they be thinking they it, I'm at the party, they playin' my shit
I'm at the party, they playin' my shit, everybody get lit
Really I'm Reload like I'm really him, might hop out that car with a brand new fit
Like what's in my cup, it's not liq, got a perc in my lean, I'm a thot at the party, get lit
Doin' whatever I like, I'ma do what I want, I'm just livin' my life like Tip
Do what I can while I'm still livin', off of the drugs and them pills hitting
Been like that's since the beginning, ADHD and anxiety, my mind be trippin
Trippin' like shit, but this ain't no vacation, I can't be playin' no games, PlayStation
My mind be racing, stressed out, roll up and face it, bitch, I be sippin' on like I don't chase it
Bitch, I be GTA wasted, x-pill and it's really my favorite
Ex-bitch, she the one I don't play with, new bitch with me, she Instagram famous
I know they mad, I know they env and shit, like they really gon' hate us
I'm tryna get my head right, whole lotta shit on my mind
Really I don't even, don't even know how to feel no more, I put smoke in the sky
No tears I got red in my eyes, tryna get back on my grind
Back on my bullshit like I'm from the Chi, I'm on a whole different time
Fine shit, she a bad lil' vibe, Reload walkin' around with that fire