RelliKay - The Ugly Truth Lyrics

The ugly truth is that I have a hatred
Misused and abused, ya girl is mentally unstable
You took advantage of a real queen
Shame on you
But you look up to me to be your queen, huh
Confused fool
You could never try to cross me
You knew better
Even when I liked you, I was smart
I knew better
You think I just play games with my heart
Nigga, do better
I tried you and I fell, that was my fault
Now I have to endure the weather
F*ck friends, I don't need 'em
I'm treated like I'm some idol
I'm partial demon
Don't look at me too long
Watch out, ya might see him
The games and tricks I play will hurt you, please believe it
The angel has retreated
Don't get me wrong, I love Jesus
But being broken has taught me you all are so conceited
The stupidity and selfish reasons of human beings
Has me thinking why God chose you all to be his children
I ain't perfect
My whole life I tried to be it
To be perfection and still be treated like shit
Damn
My mental problems got me bound and I can't talk about it
They say they'll be there for you and then just up and bounce
I'll admit I have a fight or flight mentality
A look at my reality is challenging
Catastrophes
I think I need a drink
But is it y'all or me
My reflection got me lookin' crazy
And really, I just need healing