Reiiki APOLLO - Empty Handed (feat. Xiz!) Lyrics

After all I found a different view
Niggas had the pencil going, like the rent was due
At the moment we was closer, then the shit fell through
Triple letters was the motive, now that shit taboo
Corrosive moments
And the omens
Always lead to truth
I was Stoked and mad devoted
Till I fell confused
Non compliant to the bias, he was not amused
Niggas lie for sympathizers, and I disapprove
Never did apologize, we was living wild
Unnecessarily. The struggle lingered for a while
Fecal matter hit the fan, and splattered on the tiles
Wont shake ya hand
I peep deceiving through a smile
I couldn't be ya fam
To be is living in denial
You couldn't be my mans
I'm babysitting, you a child
The palms was bleeding, like when Jesus couldn't leave from trial
Im still believing in the teachings that had come around
I'm still reflecting on the chapters
What these pages bout
They don't consider you a factor
Then the rage come out
You was pretending like that actor, that they rave about
Your arms extended Empty handed after paper routes
And homies aired you out
If That's relationships you mending
I won't spare the doubt
In boundaries broken down
People never disappear, the pictures still around
Spirits stayed with him for years
Cause He what they surround
Often feeling lost in the midst shit I'm involved in
Chasing nonsense, chasing drugs for my conscious
The art makes it obvious that my problem is my pain
That manifested, no rest, trying not to face it
My mother said keep pushing, build up the strength
My chest f*cking aches, man, the other breath can wait
The shrooms that I take have approved my landscape
Made the ego fall out of frame, ego concaving
Ego concaving, soul ain't ever saved, nigga