Reflecta. - What if you stayed Lyrics

Some people can just never understand what you're talking about, what you've been through
But, this is it
Confused by your words, can't see the truth
You keep calling me bulletproof, that belief, that's on you
A lie you chose to hold true
Started therapy, seeking clarity
Left false hopes and empty promises
You sold me dreams of destiny
You called me normal just like the rest
I'm battling demons, no chance for rest
Tried to open up, but felt dismissed
You said my pain was fiction, didn't exist
Made me feel like I didn't belong
A misfit, lost and drifting alone
You claim to understand, but it's a tone
Of lies you feed, illusions spun
Behind your mask, perfect parade undone
Supposed to have a family that never quit
But they left and I had to commit
Navigating life, seeking light
And as pills took you out of sight
Questions linger, silent scream
Lost in reasons, lost in dreams
Left to find my way alone
Struggling now I've endured
Left it all behind, moved on
But finding peace feels so wrong
Questions linger in my mind
Sessions time is so long
Dead or alive, at least I tried
I am who I am, I can't deny
Dead or alive, at least I tried
I am who I am, I can't deny
Confused by your words
Can't see the truth
You keep calling me bulletproof
I believe that's on you
A lie you chose to hold true
Started therapy, seeking clarity
Left false hopes and empty promises
You sold me dreams of destiny
What if you stayed
What if you tried
What if you change or just collide
What if you fought
What if you cared
Would I be strong
Would I be spared
What if you listened
What if you knew
Would I be me or someone new
What if you loved
What if you dared
Without you I was unprepared
Grew up with questions
Answers never came
Every what if just fuels my flame
I stand tall despite the pain
Your choices can't hurt me but my heart remains
Facing the world through all the pain
I stagger on, feeling the shame
All I'm trying to do is make it through
Twisting truth is what you do
I'm not here to change you
Confused by your words
Can't see the truth
You keep calling me bulletproof
I believe that's on you
A lie you chose to hold true
Started therapy, seeking clarity
Left false hopes and empty promises
You sold me dreams of destiny