ReeseRckls - Understand Lyrics

Guess that I'm back where I started
Yea
Guess that I'm back where I started
Uh
Guess that I'm back where I started
Uh, uh uh uh
I guess that I'm back where I started
Nowhere to stand cause I'm falling
It's like they don't hear when I'm talking
So I just get out my body
I gave em my heart and they lost it
That's why I ain't trusting nobody
I mix the liq with the molly
They tryna tell me to stop it
They tryna tell me to stop it
Asking what's going I told em to drop it
Different emotions ain't no one to call me
Mixing this potion cause f*ck being honest
Go out my way tryna get you to notice
Yeen understand why the f*ck am I talking
Youn understand I feel good when I'm loaded
Yeen understand that I can't even roll it
Still giving in to that dark matter
I done built this shit up now it's all shattered
I done filled all these drugs in my gallbladder
I can't hear what they saying cause it's all chatter
Looking round for my friends and they all scattered
Wanna hear what they sayin but it's all static
I need help on a play imma call Madden
Tryna go to the top on this talk ladder
Planned to bring em all up but they all leaving
I done gave up myself to the wrong demons
I don't wanna blow up but my blood steaming
Tryna cope with the fact that they don't need me
Tryna cope with the fact that they don't need me
Guess I didn't all this shit for the wrong reason
Learnt that shit by myself ain't got no teacher
Ain't no home to run to when I'm Derek Jeter
I guess that I'm back where I started
Nowhere to stand cause I'm falling
It's like they don't hear when I'm talking
So I just get out my body
I gave em my heart and they lost it
That's why I ain't trusting nobody
I mix the liq with the molly
They tryna tell me to stop it
They tryna tell me to stop it
Asking what's going I told em to drop it
Different emotions ain't no one to call me
Mixing this potion cause f*ck being honest
Go out my way tryna get you to notice
Yeen understand why the f*ck am I talking
Youn understand I feel good when I'm loaded
Yeen understand that I can't even roll it
I can't understand, tried to but I can't
Wanna get out but I keep running back guess I'm locked inside a trance
Spinning round like disc
Replaying in my head
F*ck that shit, bitch we outside, we gone rock out for them bands
I can't understand, tried to but I can't
Lotta shit inside my head
Remember dreaming I was dead
Protecting my body with lead
Protecting my head with some meds
It's my fault, it's on me
I'm going through this shit again ahhh ah
I guess that I'm back where I started
Nowhere to stand cause I'm falling
It's like they don't hear when I'm talking
So I just get out my body
I gave em my heart and they lost it
That's why I ain't trusting nobody
I mix the liq with the molly
They tryna tell me to stop it
They tryna tell me to stop it
Asking what's going I told em to drop it
Different emotions ain't no one to call me
Mixing this potion cause f*ck being honest
Go out my way tryna get you to notice
Yeen understand why the f*ck am I talking
Youn understand I feel good when I'm loaded
Yeen understand that I can't even roll it
Yea, yea
Youn understand I feel good when I'm loaded
Youn understand that I'm back where I started