Reedo - If Only You Were Here Lyrics

I've been on my own for too long, I need some guidance
I know I wasn't wrong, now I sit in silence
I'm ashamed of the way I've been acting lately
I'm ashamed the way my days go by
Yeah, they lack some safety
Moving on gets harder by the second, by the minute, by the hour, by the day
But it's been some months and I'm still not okay
Yeah, it's been some months and I'm still stuck in pain
You're no different than me, I'm no different than you
I'm only taking meds cause I don't know what to do
I'm a lost cause, wish I could press pause and then rewind to a time you were here
If only you were here, you'd be disappointed in me
And you say that you care, but you don't know the new me
If only you were here, I'd tell you right now
How much I need you, you say you don't know how
If only you were here, if only you were here
If only you were here