redi - Traded Lyrics

This ain't really what I need, yeah
See, they livin' in they misery
They want me to sit down and just reflect back on my past
Just like a mirror, see
Look how far they bring me down
They bring me down like gravity
Try to kill the hope in me
I'm numb, you see, no fakin' me
No, you see, I'm livin' now, I'm livin' now
I had to pray and figure out
I'm with my team, we made it out
They ask me when I'm droppin' now
Turn me to a tiger, not no wood, but we can fight it out
Ask me if I'm good, I say I'm good, but I'm the meanest now
Turn the AC on, it's gettin' hot, it's gettin' fatal now
Told them to stop sleepin', now, they snoozin' when it come to me
They say you got a key, but it's a million locks before you peak
They my brothers and I love them
If I see a play, they eat with me, yeah
They eat with me, yeah
How you gon' say you ride for me, but bitch, you lied to me
Underwater pressure and I'm feelin' like it's drowning me
All them niggas doubted me and didn't hesitate to leave
Ain't no camera around me, but I'm feelin' like they watchin' me
I'm feelin' like I lucked up, they mad cause we ain't trust them
All my niggas come ups, nobody get left under
Nobody livin' right to me, I had no one to run to
What the f*ck I'm doin', I'm the best and I just can't lose
Havin bread and never breakin' none, it's somethin' I can't do
A nigga say my heart gon' get me killed, I try to play it cool
Play me cause I love you, they don't love instead, they hate you
Ungrateful, I see that niggas snake you
Tradin' in for love and left me bad
I traded in just to get a bag
You say you wouldn't judge me for my past
I left you with that shit and made you mad
I can say this, love shit don't really last
I can't, I can't explain myself
I can't, I can't express myself
Don't know the feeling y'all call love, when I feel it, it's like a drug
Love it for a nigga like me, cause I'm a thug
I cross my heart and I'm gon' pray with you, forever I'm gon' stay with you
And even when you feel a lil childish, bae, I'm gon' play with you
And they knowin' who the baddest, it ain't nothin' much, they say you
And I had to buckle down, now I finally see the greater view
I don't know what you've been hurtin', I don't know what you've been told
But if it's comin' from a ho, then a hoe gon' be a hoe
Cause if you're feelin' all the rumors, then baby, you need to go
Cause if I like you, then I like you, I'm treatin' you like you gold
And they can't stop my shine on my grind
I gotta keep Ben Franks' on my mind
They can't stop my shine on my grind
I gotta keep Ben Franks' on my mind
Havin bread', never breakin' none, it's somethin' I can't do
My nigga said my heart gon' get me killed, I tried to play it cool
Play me cause I love you, they don't love you, instead they hate you
Ungrateful, I see that nigga snake you
Tradin' in for love and left me bad
I traded in just to get a bag
You say you wouldn't judge me for my past
I left you with that shit and made you mad
I can say this love shit don't really last
I can say this love shit don't really last
I can say this love shit don't really last
I can say this love shit don't really last