Reddie - Idgaf Lyrics

It's like I don't even know me, Like I don't even know why
Why I've been thinking bout yours and just straight forgetting bout mine
It's like I don't even know me, Like I don't even know why
Why I've been thinking about yours, and straight forgetting about mine, but now...

I dont give a f*ck, now I dont give a f*ck
You see I used to give a f*ck
But now I tell myself not to give a f*ck
Now I don't give a f*ck
Now I don't give a f*ck
You see I used to give a f*ck
But now I tell myself not to give a f*ck

I bout given up on this caring thing
All this lovey dovey, always sharing thing
All the time I gave, out of the time I had
I'm just gonna use that now since I can't take it back
Just remember the f*ck shit you used to do
Use the anger to function and make it through
Mad at myself for letting me fall back
Thought I was too smart to get caught up in the trap
Straight stuck on stupid, the f*ck was I doing?
Blinded by the lust with a trust unproven
Thinking its just us, and thats how we do it
Piecing together a puzzle clueless without a center piece then the whole things useless
Trying make it fit like a dumbass, foolish, of me to think
That I could make you change and all you had to, f*ck it back to the music

Its like I dont even know me
Like I don't even know why
Why I've been thinking bout yours and straight forgetting bout mine
It's like I don't even know me
Like I don't even know why
Why I've been thinking bout yours and straight forgetting bout mine, but now...

I dont give a f*ck, now I dont give a f*ck
You see I used to give a f*ck
But now I tell myself not give a f*ck
Now I don't give a f*ck
Now I don't give a f*ck
You see I used to give a f*ck
But now I tell myself not to give a f*ck

I used to ask myself why I'm not enough, now I ask myself why do you give a f*ck
It's no compromise when you lose yourself, trying to find your happiness in someone else
I know you heard it all before, so did I
I fell for it before
But now that I, know what Im looking for
I keep an eye open and closed mind so I dont get clotheslined
And in the beginning it was terrible feeling
Like nothing floor to the ceiling but now it's open and healing
Because I see that admitting that you were wrong is admitting
That you got me f*cked up and that would be too fitting
Like a new era cap, you just sticking to a beanie
Man that shits all cap, all this loving and feeling

Its like I dont even know me
Like I don't even know why
Why I've been thinking bout yours and straight forgetting bout mine
It's like I don't even know me
Like I don't even know why
Why I've been thinking bout yours and straight forgetting bout mine, but now...

I dont give a f*ck, now I dont give a f*ck
You see I used to give a f*ck
But now I tell myself not give a f*ck
Now I don't give a f*ck
Now I don't give a f*ck
You see I used to give a f*ck
But now I tell myself not to give a f*ck