Renaissance Video (MV)

I could've thrown you in the river
But I didn't cause I'm good
And if you won't remember
I'm saying cause you should
I could've shared my name with you
And planted all my plans
But it won't matter anyhow
You've moved to other lands
I'm still firing up
I'm just starting up
I'll be in my wasteland waiting
I think I'll colonize this baby
I'll make a new world in the desert
Of your abandonment
Life's all in cardboard
Its been all turned out
I won't be taking my CDs
I'm writing my music now
I'm not eating anymore
The pots and pans stay clean
But the floor keeps getting messier
Haven't picked up my clothes in weeks
I'm still firing up
I'm just starting up
I'll be in my wasteland waiting
I think I'll colonize this baby
I'll make a new world in the desert
Of your abandonment
Blaming me for my shortcomings
But I planned it all long term
Taking debts for forty years
I'd be crying but it's numb
But it feels good now
Sleeping at night now
But it feels good now
Sleeping at night now
But it feels good now
Im sleeping the whole night now