Red Tuxedo - Nothing to Show Lyrics

So much time
So little progress
I wonder why
I am the way I am

I look around
And see them surround me
I wonder how
They do what they do

Cause they do
What I never knew one could do
I review and choose what I want to view
To see who can do what I want to do
Cause I cannot seem to do it

I feel like I've got nothing to show
And nowhere to go from here now
I wish I had never blown
The chances I had known

But I blew it
I let it go to waste
Oh I squandered
Everything that came my way
Oh

So much mind
So little smartness
No need to wonder why
I am the way I am

I look around
And see them surround me
My sins come out
In my bad decisions

Oh I do
What I never thought I would do
I review and choose what I want to view
To be blind to who I am and what I do
'Cause I don't wanna see me do it

I feel like I've got nothing to show
And nowhere to go from here now
I wish I had never blown
The chances I had known

But I blew it
I let it go to waste
Oh I squandered
Everything that came my way
Oh

I know I'm not supposed to
Compare myself to
Anyone else but
It's so hard not to

How does she do it
And how does he pull it off?
Everybody pulling off things
I could never dream of

No shortage of time
But I waste mine
So I've got nothing to show
For my life

I wish I could do it
I could if changed
The fight is with me
And I do not play

Every day I could change rearrange
But I stay
The same

And I feel like I've got nothing to show
And nowhere to go from here now
And I wish I had never blown
The chances I had known

But I blew it
I let it go to waste
Oh I squandered
Everything that came my way
Oh

Oh I feel like I've got nothing to show
Where do I go from here now?
And how can I fail to blow
The next chance that I know?

Afraid I'll blow it
And throw it all away
So I shrink back
From everything that comes my way
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
How do I break
This cycle
That I've made?