The Red Moons - I Am a Masochist Lyrics

I haven't been focusing
I let your essence betray me
So caught up in selfish thought
So caught up in everything

I'm not proud of all I said
I should've kept it inside
And I showed you no respect when you gave me your mind
Why?

Cus I am a masochist with self destructive tendencies
I cannot dismiss...

Why I always drag it out
Just inviting more pain
Leaving me in doubt
And what's left of my dignity

I am a masochist with self destructive tendencies
I cannot dismiss the human of my entity
I am a masochist
I am my own worst enemy
Treading in the pits of love

The pits of love

So much for new beginnings we've severed all ties
I knew that it would end when yo quartered my eyes
Not one for giving up but this is me giving in
To my masochistic nature and worship of sin