What if I told you that I gave up
If I just stayed stuck
Would you believe me if I said I gave up
If I just stayed stuck
I ain't got hope and I know I ain't learning
You don't see the smoke but I'm burning
You can find me up, I be tossing turning
Mind racing, lost for words and
I been pushed past my limit
Got no choice but to give in
No more games, man who am I kidding
Looking in the mirror and I see my own villain
I don't even know what I'm really holding out for
One wrong step and I'm tumbling down, whoa
But I stay down like a broken yo yo
Don't bounce back like a frozen pogo
White flag waving
Feet on the pavement
Fake it til you make it
But I'm done faking
Hands been shaking
Spirit breaking
Do you even hear me
What am I saying
How much pain do I really have to go through
Until I can stop trying
I'm gon be too tired to row soon
Gently down the stream, dying
Smile come around every once in a blue moon
Waiting in the Sun, frying
I'm just sick of feeling so blue
Finna just duck away, silent
What if I told you that I gave up
If I just stayed stuck
Would you believe me if I said I gave up
If I just stayed stuck
Been up all night and I feel it tonight
I feel it tonight
Gon ride with the pride in the dark of the stage
And I feel so right, I feel it tonight
Yeah I feel it tonight and I stopped my whole time
Say they wanna look at me but my mind is not right
I got white on my shine and the flag is so fine
But the white on my mind ain't matching my sign
Ima
Run every single minute, every single minute
Running round, running round till my mind stop
Killing all this time, wasting time
Switch it up feeling signs, filling signs til my mind's blocked
I'm a hot boy, not toy, ready for the war
Not for the boredom that comes with luck
Am I lucky or not
Is this numb or blocked
Is the mind affixed to failure if the boy is shocked
Man the boy is shocked, man the boy is shot
Man the boy is blocked
The boys is fixed to land with heavy old knots
The boys is fixed to the two lands that got no clocks
Yuh