Red Beard Da Great - Burn Me Alive (feat. PRBLMS & The Bunny The Bear) Lyrics

I wanna run away sometimes
Always want that peace of mind
What can I say when I defeat the lies
Reach for the knife and hold it over my heart
I just need a little more time
My plans are all falling in line
What can I say when I reach the heights
That have defined my entire life
Maybe I should just swallow my pride
And stop acting like I'm alright
Cause I'm not, alright
Hide the pain in the jokes I say
But the strain every day got me going insane
I know it's all in my brain
And I control the change
But the sky is getting stormy
And the boat is getting rocky
I've been training on these stairs
But these demons weighing on me
Maybe one day I will fail
Maybe one day I will get up
Maybe one day I'll get this bread
That I was made to get
Cause in this environment
No room for retirement
And if you're standing in place
Then you might as well be fired then
These people are like sharks
Then you'll tank
They ain't buying it
So if this is my last move, my last straw
Just understand that I gave it my all
PRBLMS as the feature and it's death to em all
They don't understand how we made it this far
Write a few bars
Crash a new car
Wonder what that hell I did to f*ck up this hard
Caught a new charge
Living too large
For myself
Cause I hate every day that I wake up in
Thought I'd saw off my arm just to feel something
The same faces and cages
That I'm locked away in
We'll never get out, we're just running in place
A vanilla lie
With swords in her eyes
She's a cry baby, cry
It ain't worth it
Cause it ain't working
Find yourself
If you're in hell then you can say it
Show and tell
If you like the pain then you're a sadist
You tripped and fell
Cause it's not made for you to make it
You tried, oh well
You align with yourself
And now you're in hell
Burn me alive
Afford me the lie
They try baby try
But it ain't worth it
Cause it ain't working
I tried every trick in the book
I've tried every single option but I still feel shook
Should I throw it all away
Be realistic bout the path I chose
Stuck and feeling froze
Break free from the chains that hold
I say I'll change but stay the same
I hate it and I'm comfortable
But can't complain cause I'm insane
Put myself in the cell
Just like everybody else
Keep lying to yourself
But don't expect any help
Cause they in the same place
So stay complacent in your hell
If you wanna see change
Then you gotta change yourself
Ain't nobody gonna do it for you, no
Gotta lose a few time to win, so
Cause I hate every day that I wake up in
Thought I'd saw off my arm just to feel something
The same faces and cages
That I'm locked away in
We'll never get out, we're just running in place
A vanilla lie
With swords in her eyes
She's a cry baby, cry
It ain't worth it
Cause it ain't working
Eat sleep repeat
Till we lay 6 feet deep
Till they pray over me
Till I'm dust and I'm free
Eat sleep repeat
Till we lay 6 feet deep
Till they pray over me
Till I'm dust and I'm free