The Recovery System - Happy Again Lyrics

Everyone around me seems so happy
Then why would I ruin it by opening my mouth
Every day my family tells me how much they love me
But I just can't bring myself to say anything

Cause

In case you're wondering
No, no, no, I'm not okay
I know conveying this is meaningless
I'm just saying it out loud
The foggy windows and the mirrors All show me an idiot
Who just can't seem to be happy again

Dear God, I don't want anyone to notice
Can you please just take this hurt away
And be done with it
I don't want to have to open up
When I've shut my doors to the world to be sparing
Everyone the pleasure of my own company

And in case you're wondering
No, no, no, I'm not okay
I know conveying this is meaningless
I'm just saying it out loud
The foggy windows and the mirrors all show me an idiot
Who just can't seem to be happy again

I won't dare say a single word
Or look you in the eye
That's what everyone seems to want
Yet they're never satisfied
If you say three words and you mean it
Perhaps I'll feel alright
And piece back this broken glass heart of mine

Cause

In case you're wondering
No, no, no, I'm not okay
I know conveying this is meaningless
I'm just saying it out loud
The foggy windows and the mirrors All show me an idiot
Who just can't seem to be happy again

And in case you're wondering
No, no, no, I'm not okay
How the hell am I supposed to feel
When every day it feels like
I'm digging a grave
I wanna break every mirror
Cause I can't stand to see my face
Cause I can't seem to be happy again
I just can't seem to be happy again