I feel so trapped
Here I am again wearing this mask
Why is my head always stuck in the past
Around the ones I love I always act ok
But they don't know how it feels to be
In the depths of this anguish nobody likes me
Lost in this void where pain deals the glee
I crave my sorrows I cut myself deep
Bleeding out the torment I just can't keep
I disappoint my family a constant reframe
Burden by the guilt I drown in my shame
The desire to end this desolate fight I want to die to escape the plight
Isolated in a world so cold
Loneliness my shadow my truth unfolds
Through the twists of dark my heart takes flight
Visions of you consume me every night
Trying not to run the same old path
Asking myself just how long will it last
Is there anything I feel so trapped
Can't escape from the pain that I feel
Every day gotta put up a shield
Like a knight gotta fight when I'm taking the field
I just wanna be real
I can't keep it up can't do it again
Can't do it by myself but I ain't got a friend
If I just keep trying will I get there in the end
Isolated in a world so cold
Loneliness my shadow my truth unfolds
Through the twists of dark my heart takes flight
Visions of you consume me every night
I feel so trapped
I feel so trapped
I feel so trapped
I feel so