Rebecca Lou - Blackouts & Borderlines Lyrics

I pretend i belive the bulshiit
Coz i can't say no
So i let you get away with it
And it eats on my soul
I quess I love it when it hurts
So we blame it on world
I never seem to get enough
Someone get me out of here
There's a wall i can't ignore
And i'm about to self destruct
So we return to all our voiceless tears

We disappear in blackouts and borderlines
We turn the sound of so we cant hear
Keep it silent all all the time
I gave myself a hard time for loosing us
Now i can't let you go and it makes me need you more
But how can i be yours when i'm hardly my own

I dont care for crying lately
I cant escape me,
So pretend i belive the bulshit
Like its important
I never wanted all the crazy
You know i f*cking hate it
Get me outta here
We fall in all our bad decisions
Aint it stupid how we let them
Stealtake us away
So i return to where we: