Realism - Low Lyrics

I don't wanna be the one to pull up wit a side chick
Blow up in the sky, the choppa broke the silence
Onomatopoeia got em cryin
Fell asleep then woke up on a island
I got some hitters they steppa's
Pulled em through pain like a shephard
My soul is bright like the weather
Gave it all away to get better
Thunder and the rain taught me real shit
I just found a passion in the violence kill shit
Resurrected from a legend to a God Send
If they wonder why I did it out of options

I gotta watch where I step
Pitfalls around me ooh yeah
Demon gotta feed like an opponent
Now I got a life but I don't own it
Life it's comin to an end
I've already drowned myself
Walk around and wonder where I been
Tore my f*cking soul from the shelf
I got opponents gave me the hope and
Told me I'd have what I want didn't even ask for the cost

I don't wanna be the one to pull up wit a side chick
Blow up in the sky, the choppa broke the silence
Onomatopoeia got em cryin
Fell asleep then woke up on a island
I got some hitters they steppa's
Pulled em through pain like a shephard
My soul is bright like the weather
Gave it all away to get better
Thunder and the rain taught me real shit
I just found a passion in the violence kill shit
Resurrected from a legend to a God Send
If they wonder why I did it out of options

I feel the enemy watch me
Choke me when I'm out my head
Listening in while they talking
Fill up my soul with they sins
If I stayed myself
I'd be someone Low
Lost in mental health
So I had to change for the goals
Changed the way how I spoke how I moved
Pain away no more jokes still alone f*ck they rooms