I been trying to make my way
And I'ma stop till I'm not breathing
Music got me off my ways
My mamma proud but I'm chasing millions
I don't care what you got say
Haters gonna try to take wat I'm eating
I been trying to stay away
From the pussy niggas that be stealing
You ever seen a man die
With his hands high
Man I seen some damn dark things and I damn try
To Be the Van Gogh from Md to van nuys
Pray for the day that the thing don't jam
Pray to f*cking god that the thing don't jam
I seen some stains where it used to be people
I've seen some bodies that died by needle
Bodied by tracks in their arms not a feature
I've seen some people bring Glock to the slide
Hid in the tunnel and pray I survive
Didn't tell my mom he got shot in his eye
Just a kid traumatized it f*cked up my mind
Never been the same though
Chug the liquor for the pain though
Could've been me bad dreams since then
Got these chains pulling me back like django
I been trying to make my way
And I'ma stop till I'm not breathing
Music got me off my ways
My mamma proud but I'm chasing millions
I don't care what you got say
Haters gonna try to take wat I'm eating
I been trying to stay away
From the pussy niggas that be stealing
I cant go back to my home
See my dead brother being trap in a hole
Being gun down by a man in a badge
Being corrupted by a little bit of cash
This is my life I just left in the past
I hate it sometimes but I never regret
The times that I stole to have food in the pans
The tears that I shade when I made mamma mad
It just made me stronger to hustle again
To pick up my grind and not ending up dead
Melvin Orlando I love you my bro
I'll see you again when the times come for sure
Wish you could see all the shit that I've done
I say happy birthday even though you are gone
I cried when you felt and it made me more strong
Big bro please don't worry I'll take care of mom
I been trying to make my way
And I'ma stop till I'm not breathing
Music got me off my ways
My mamma proud but I'm chasing millions
I don't care what you got say
Haters gonna try to take wat I'm eating
I been trying to stay away
From the pussy niggas that be stealing