Spending dollars like it don't make sense
Too many vices or distractions used to null my sins
Overthinking 'bout the times I've been too complicated for my family to reach out back then
I'm sorry
I been feeling like I'm oh so godly
Nobody understand the struggle of an angel who's falling, I had to
Realign and rediscover my calling
It took more time than I expected, but I'm thankful for stalling
Jesus Chrst im so glad this not a race
If it was, I'd be afraid that I'd tend to lose my place
I'm stuck in space, steady floating with grace
I used to think of moving fast, wasn't churning with pace
Patience is such a virtuous trait
You need to learn to love the moments even if not oias
Issa danger when you rush to escape
You gotta concentrate, intention is the way to the gates
Spending dollars like it don't make sense
Too many vices or distractions used to null my sins
Overthinking 'bout the times I've been too complicated for my family to reach out back then
I'm sorry
I been feeling like I'm oh so godly
Nobody understand the struggle of an angel who's falling, I had to
Realign and rediscover my calling
It took more time than I expected, but I'm thankful for stalling
Falling with no intention of crawling
I been down and out for so long, I don't care who I'm brawling
Whether it's demons or reflections of a nigga, enthralling
I got so hooked to my addictions, I won't looking for solving
Solutions, God's way of intrusion
I can feel Their energy going through me, I'm boosting
Illusion, too many pictures in my head
I swear to God if this a game, then They won't stop me from losing
Spending dollars like it don't make sense
Too many vices or distractions used to null my sins
Overthinking 'bout the times I've been too complicated for my family to reach out back then
I'm sorry
I been feeling like I'm oh so godly
Nobody understand the struggle of an angel who's falling, I had to
Realign and rediscover my calling
It took more time than I expected, but I'm thankful for stalling