RCW - Apologies, Pt. 1 Lyrics

Apologies to the best ones that I've had
I never thought it would hold on to my neck
A step away it may seem like it's just that
All I can say is that its all turned to a wreck
Too many pieces of this puzzle
Too many things I've done
Why can't I say I've done this for you
When all that is said and done
People and places I've never touched
Beating and bruising from my love
Why does it have to feel so rough
To love you and treat you like you're loved
For all the feels that I've mended to be broke
I never wanted to be just one to talk
All of my heart for the best of what you have
Is still a chain that'll hold you in your lap
Too many pieces of this puzzle
Too many things I've done
Why can't I say I've done this for you
When all that is said and done
People and places I've never touched
Beating and bruising from my love
Why does it have to feel so rough
To love you and treat you like you're loved
I never wanted it to hurt so bad
I only wanted you to feel what I had
A broken jar is better off with that
Cos all the pieces, I've done that
I never wanted it to hurt so bad
I only wanted you to feel what I had
A broken jar is better off with that
Cos all the pieces, I've done that...
The love I had was a love that made you crack
A little jar with bigger pieces ain't that bad
A thousand more, I promise I'll mend back
To be the one who left you broken bad
Maybe I just don't know what's love
Without a touch I've cracked your heart
A simple word I wish I knew
To be someone that you'd love to do
For you.