I've been spinning around since you told me
Like a dangerous current you hold me
I'm being pulled under and welcome the sound of my own shallow breathing
You move me to be something more than I pictured
To stretch out my arms and keep reaching to be closer to you
I don't know how you do it, you're breaking the walls down to free me
So I can finally be me
But you killed the butterflies that made us feel alive all this time
They are now all gone inside, I see it in your eyes
How could you let them die
There's a plan for us in the future but more time before then to discover
Anything that we need to get out of our system so that we are ready
I'm longing every day that we are separated, don't want anymore time to be wasted on being alone
And waiting on the phone our connection is driving me crazy, it's so amazing
But you killed the butterflies that made us feel alive all this time
They are now all gone inside, I see it in your eyes
How could you let them die
Did you tear off their wings, Did you leave them to be
I was left there bleeding my heart was barely beating
I guess I'll stop pretending we get a happy ending
Now I just feel sick inside while I kill the butterflies