Razor Braids - Windy Gap Lyrics

She said she wants two kids, one girl one boy
But please god not two girls in the burbs
They're kind of the worst
I nod along and it's 2010 again in the basement
Talking about the boys they kissed and what they want to do to them
And I pretend
It's been hours
And I'm getting cold sitting on the side of this hill
You asked "do you have the answer now?"
You said "I feel it. Found it an hour ago"
I'm in North Carolina
Feeling like I'm
On the outside of this circle
Praying, praying they'd let me in
I'm chasing a thought and I'm chasing it down
It's getting clearer but I'm on shaky ground
How could something so seemingly lovely
Make me feel like I can't breathe
I'm chasing a thought and I'm chasing it down
It's getting clearer but I'm on shaky ground
How could something so seemingly lovely
Make me feel like I can't breathe
I'm not a bad person
And there are things I'll never understand
I promise I'm listening
I'm just not there yet
I wanted to feel it
Not sure I need it
And I'll love them even if they can't see
It's taken me years to believe
I'm fine as I am