Raye Gambino - theLONELY ONE Lyrics

Lost so many I almost lost myself
How come nobody picks up when I'm in need of help
I'm suppose to stay solid don't let them see you cry
Still ain't accepted the fact that my baby brother died
He woulda been 21 next year a tragedy
But when I need a moment ppl just won't let me breathe
Blessed to have two fathers and now they're both gone
So many siblings but somehow I still feel all alone
The love child I feel like I'm the golden one
Wasn't supposed to be here yeah I'm the only one
The lonely one
The lonely one

So much pain but I gotta stay strong
Can't accept the fact that everyone did me wrong
Hidden truths that everyone knew except me
Secrets hurt when the plan was to protect me

Tears lodged in my throat
Wanna cry but I don't
Blame the world like who won't
Try to talk but I choke
Keep it real and stay woke
Life unfair it's a joke
Lies told unprovoked
Wanna scream but I don't

Wanna scream but I don't

It's all on me now
Calls to heaven unanswered I get the tone dial
I just stay patient and grounded can't give up now
Get through this journey of life then I'll see you smile