Raye - Genesis, pt. ii Lyrics

I see a sad little sinner
In the mirror
The devil works hard
Like my liver
I don't wanna be alive
But I don't wanna die
A fist full of pills
You're a nobody

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Bang bang that's depression at the door again
You know he'll beat the door down
Til you let him in the room
Since you are already acquainted
You skip the foreplay
He grips you at the neck
As you prepare to be screwed
You try to muster a flare
To tell somebody you're sinking
But anxiety is an index finger pressed to your lips
A whiskey bottle it whispers
Since you're already bitter
A cocktail fit for a quitter
Come here and give me a kiss

I see a sad little sinner
In the mirror
The devil works hard
Like my liver
I don't wanna be alive
But I don't wanna die
A fist full of pills
And rivers in my eyes
I got nothing left to lose
Dear God in the sky
Hear my cry
Hear my cry
When it's too dark to see
Let there be light
Let there be light
Let there let there be light

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Yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

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Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Yes I edit my pictures to make my waist look slimmer and make my arse look bigger so that I'm someone you aspire to
Let me in your algorithm please
I know I'll only be important if I'm someone you would like, follow, share or subscribe to
If you're thirsty like me
Mix some pity with some self hate
Stir it up then add 12 ounces of rosé
That's how I make the glass half empty
And drink it down
Beneath the curse words and insecurities here lies a sorry little soul
And she doesn't even know what to pray for
Still just a heartbroke bitch
But I traded the back of the nightclub I did for the bathroom floor
I wish I could call my ex
He would know just what to say
He don't say nothing at all now
It brings a tear to my eye
The only thing I rely on him to do is stay declining my calls now

I see a sad little sinner
In the mirror
The devil works hard
Like my liver
I don't wanna be alive
But I don't wanna die
A fist full of pills
And rivers in my eyes
I got nothing left to lose
Dear God in the sky
Hear my cry
Hear my cry
When it's too dark to see
Let there be light
Let there be light
Let there let there be light

Little girls that have no self esteem
A little boy without a father tries to find him in the streets
A girl I used to walk to school with
Took her life
Now rest in peace,
Fake democracy
Killing overseas
Killing ourselves
Suicide
Government lies
Discrimination
Hating ourselves
Why hope, why keep going, why try,
Why
Genesis 1 verse 3 I'll dry my eyes
The only thing which darkness can not coexist
Is the light

I see a sad little sinner
In the mirror
The devil works hard
Like my liver
I don't wanna be alive
But I don't wanna die
A fist full of pills
And rivers in my eyes
I got nothing left to lose
Dear God in the sky
Hear my cry
Hear my cry
When it's too dark to see
Let there be light
Let there be light
Let there let there be light