Ray Roothman - Dying to live (Live) Lyrics

Yeah okay
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Give me reason
I don't do treason
Give me something
Cause I never thought
That I would be believe it
You never seen it
Okay I perceived it
How did you know
What I was doing
If you never see shit
But I noticed
This is becoming indulgent
Maybe to much
When I'm with you
I'm lost
I be out of focus
Don't know how to approach it
Hard to change what you think
When all you ever thought was hopeless
Now I feel soulless
Happens when you leave
All of your emotions
Stranded
Yeah
You didn't think I could land it
You never thought that I planned it
So what do you think is romantic
Fly you away on a carpet
Just like Aladdin
I got a tactic
Let's play some Madden
Sit on the couch talk what we imagined
Wait
Can I bring the mandem
And it's not like that
Just like I got you back
Those are the people
That I grew up with
Always gonna have their backs
My word be intact
Go ahead
Tell me relax
Like you always do
Lately
I've been having panic attacks
That time
Please don't shoot
Everything mute
Felt like fool
For some it's nothing
To me it's new
Look at things different
Not like I used to
Calling me out on my issues
I need someone to listen to
Maybe that someone be you
But who knows
So many shit that unfolds
How much of me must I show
How much of me left to grow
So many things I don't know
So many things left do
So much more to be wrote
Don't know what matters the most anymore
Just that this chapter is closed
Not everything can be controlled
Something that I've never known
Period
Shit
I be feeling delirious
This shit's becoming to serious
Life up to now it was curious
Said I'm still inexperienced
Damn right
But at least I experienced it
Wonder bout a lot of things on the daily
I keep waiting
It's way to mysterious
And most is afraid of admitting it
Wanna write you a letter and ship it in
Never received it
Said you did
Don't care bout that shit
I keep sending it
Put some sin in it
Told you life is all about living it
I write it to remember it
To keep me filled in
Though I don't post it
My flag hosted
Don't cook roast it
One bag loaded
My safe coded
Don't trust no one
They'll be closing
Put me on the bench
Then the whole team knows it
I chose my way
Now I gotta own it
They told me never
Okay noted
Just like Cole
I want to be goated
He did it the right way
Like I would do
Yeah
I could do things you could never do
Turn what is old into something new
Give me some time
And I'll make the news
I got a lot left to prove
Wait till I get in my groove
No one will move
I be to loose
I'm in the mood
Fill in the shoes
Talking to you
What about you
Did I ever knew
That I never flew
Caught in a coupe
I never sue
That shit be new
Said
I don't look new
Not much like you
You don't do to
Who ever knew
That I could be something
It's better than nothing
Way to much hate
Man where is the loving
Do not stop waiting
I will be coming
Sometimes I be lying
But this ain't no bluffing
It's something I love
There's no denying
There's so much beauty
Shit got me crying
And if I don't want it
I would be lying
Good luck for retirement
I ain't retiring
This game's a race
And I will be lappin
I'm flying in
Are you buying it
Made your bed
Now you gotta lie in it
No denying it
Don't be shy with it
Yeah