Raxine - Golden Hearses Lyrics

Condescending no pretending
Lying to oneself descending
Running in a circle like a round about
In and out of town with hope and doubt
Contradiction light addiction masochist and passive
It's a curse to know too much... Ain't it?
Self hating no relating introverted extrovert if needed
Self impeded greeted mistreated to be conceited
Never there when you need him
Never beat him runs his own race
Own pace doubled knotted lace face forward in but in last place
Small circle half edgy half urkel
Money turtling while hurdling the obstacles
Unstoppable? Debatable, problems relatable
Unplayable as dust lay in the cartridge, need to blow
Innovative, Self sedated
Touch the fam, your life's abbreviated
Going hard but feeling impotent
Mixing potent potions to antidote when the commotion motions a foul emotion
Devotion to the game is uncertain
Closing curtains cause the show hurts him
Question worth when, life burdens, soul searching
But never finding, memories reminding, small time-in thinking Life's behind him
But can't rewind it, so never mind it, keep grinding
Silver linings blurred when all he craves are gold centers
Never settle, pedal to the metal til he face the devil
Rebel like his high school mascot
Past thoughts never get a second one
Said he wanna die but still duck when the metal come
Pendulum, moving with the quickness
Life is so grip less, slipping through the fingers
Notes go on like glee singers, words on point to die for like bee stingers
Yet the doubt lingers
The hunger always worsens
The burden of the verses
The gift that was curses
A fleet of golden hearses
For the the soul