Rawdog Evans - < 1,000 Lyrics

I just want somebody to push me
Further along in life not away from them constantly
I need help finding the right direction I don't trust just my discretion
And it'd be nice if
Someone could come help me clean up my room and my life
I live like a trash person but I wish I was a minimalist

I bought so much stupid shit I thought it'd make me happy but it didn't
Wish I could be like the bench I trash picked
I have the intentions to fix it

Alright so listen, listen, listen
I know this is just another sad song
Written in the very literal with no real message behind it
But say I go out to the bar and spend 20 dollars on drinks
I wake up and find that I spent 40 dollars on Magic cards
And that's because I've been blacking out from my 3 drinks
Because I've been spending 0 dollars on sandwiches
And that's just the way that shit goes
But like all I'm saying is I just wish there was
Some f*cking accountability in my life
Somebody being like, "Hey are you ok?"

I just want somebody to hug me
Every minute everyday without ever touching me
Make me raise my expectations of myself
I truly need a lot of help with that

I know this person needs to be me
Please just leave me to my bitching
What will we do when the ice melts?
Who am I if I don't hate myself?