Rat Island - Sailor Lyrics

You told me once I was a sailor
I could sail all 7 seas
But then the snakes of the oceans came and
I wasn't ricki ticki tavi

I took a hand and I left it
I killed a man and I dreamt about it
Once upon a time ago I was scared, I had a dream
I learned to care

But father tell me, what is it worth to die for anothers sins?
And he told me, son you have died today
To heaven on your way and I said

Forgive me father for I have sinned
I dont even know where to begin
All I know is I dont want heaven
It's a place I don't want to live in