Rat Bastard - CHANGE Lyrics

Wake up
I'm on the brink again
Of taking hard times
Too hard
Oh man
I f*cked it all up
Another chance
It's all my fault I don't understand
The way that things will
Never work
'Cause you went on
And I'm still hurt
Oh I'm in dire need of work
'Cause all these f*cked up feelings lurk
'Cause you just wanna move away
Right back on
All that shit that you just used to say
All my life
You made me drown inside your hurricane
You roll it back
I say
I'll never need you anyways
Things no different
Things don't ever change
You went and grew up
But I'm still just the same
Drown in all the memories
Drown in all the salt
Sinking in the sand
Of what I could have done
F*cked up
All the things that you left behind
I really couldn't feel the same
So I declined
The feeling that I'll be the same
Just enough to keep you sane
'Cause I just wanna make amends
And be all good
But sometimes life just ain't the same
I understood
That maybe I'm just doing fine
So maybe better luck next time
'Cause you just wanna move away
Right back on
All that shit that you just used to say
All my life
You made me drown inside your hurricane
You roll it back
I say
I'll never need you anyways
Things no different
Things don't ever change
You went and grew up
But I'm still just the same
Drown in all the memories
Drown in all the salt
Sinking in the sand
Of what I could have done
Your breaking down
While I'm on top of
The things the life
That makes me humble
'Cause now you see
That I'm not someone
Who takes your shit
And leaves it cutthroat
Things no different
Things don't ever change
You went and grew up
But I'm still just the same
Drown in all the memories
Drown in all the salt
Sinking in the sand
Of what I could have done