Rasura - My Worst Intervention Wasn't My Own Lyrics

Now I'm at my wits end
I must find a way to see this through
And I can't escape the comfort of your lies
But you ignore your mistakes creeping up on you
Bite down and don't let this go
Pull away and tear apart the hand that feeds you
I know you're locked away in your journals
Your masquerade slowly dissolving
In your relentless acidic meltdowns
And I watched myself die
When you betrayed me
And I watched myself die
When you betrayed me
I swore to never
Let us be victims again
We clambered
Together into unison
I've marked you with the blood of brotherhood
Thinking maybe I had invested my trust wisely
Trapping you into a confrontation
I wasn't ready to learn how wrong I was
That your deception ran farther than I could possibly imagine
Every primal tingle from all the clues left behind
I told my gut to stay put while I measured the madness
I told my gut to stay put while I measured the madness
But you were never there
I'll wander on without you
But you were never there
I'll wander on without you
I'll never find you again
Turning up to escape from reality
I'll never find you again
Counting the years like grains of sand
I have all the reasons
To hide within myself
I have all the reasons
To hide within myself
I have all the reasons
To hide within myself
And overthink all my questions and answers
And rationalize where I could have saved you
And rationalize where I could have saved
YOU