If you didn't want me then
Why do you want me now?
I know you think I'ma looser
Don't put me down, just help me out
Your actions make me sick of you
I don't wanna smell you, never again
I don't wanna touch your skin
I don't wanna look at your face, hear your voice
My thoughts are lies, my life is big a lie
It's all illusion of my mind
You've got me messed up
Since the first day we met
You're such a f*ck up
But I can't get out of my mind
Your love is my drug
So I guess I need your company
Your laugh is my hope
Your smile is my remedy
I've been counting seconds
I've been counting days, counting flowers
Waiting on the next chance to meet you
But I hate you, I love you, I miss you
Don't pretend you don't know anything
Cuz' I know you feel the same
You're just wasting time, shame
We could've been together, long time ago
But all you said was no and no no
You've got me messed up
Since the first day we met
You're such a f*ck up
But I can't get out of my mind
Your love is my drug
So I guess I need your company
Your laugh is my hope
Your smile is my medicine