Rakin - Gone Lyrics

Ok I'm running from nothing I need to stay calm
Enough of hiding inside pass me the napalm
I need to take some, I recognize my desire sire
But lie through the entire situation
Far as the cards say make it out, minus the bullshit and I'll try to find another route
Take me to the part of the farthest mile, I'd figure out, I'd seek around till I find out how
Dig deep, try to keep an inkling, but quick
Thinking has never felt all my instinct so in sync
Ring the desk, cannabalism, I sing in jest
Nobody thinks of them, nevertheless I feel
Woah, I am just stuck in my home, take a step out and I groan
But I make it unknown, cave in and hope I'm alone
So I phone home, a no show, immobile, immortal
I take it or leave it, forsaken believe it, but I'm not hated
Naked indeed but unable to see it, I came through
I staple the seem and say to the people
I'm same dude, incapable heathen, inflatable ego
I think, slowly I am called by my own sin
Know I cannot fall so I give in, but I take the insulin
I breathe it in and out then in again
Once more for the sound and then it ends, I type it and then hit send
Didn't intend to lend, unable to bend, I've mended friends but
When the rate of the trend is tending
Hate to append but then again
I wanted to be inevitably a keener choice for me
To eventually be second to be inebriated but I
Hate it so I take it for the sake of making waking up ok
I hear the clear endearing tears of beer just waiting for day that I can
Say I've changed for the first time
A sentence that I've been meaning to say after I'm gone