I thought it left already but I felt it creeping in
The thought it's setting in deeper but still I keep it in
Fall and forget eager to see the way how it will begin
Again and again it pulls the pieces it'll surely win
Sin, of the deceased, I barely think, that it's moving in
Closer to be, the memories keep, seek the better gin
Of it indeed, I breath deep, but can't keep
The me, I lost, through all the betterment
Treasure the sound, I left around, cos it's too
Hard to keep down, it's paramount, that I don't
Forget it now, the question how, I pass and I
Say I'm allowed, to give it all, these mentions
Attention, say it out loud, mouth it to voices I don't
Resonate with cos I announced. that I had the more or less of
Fake it till I make it with a better frown
Cos it alleviated all the part of me so anyhow, take a bow
Fall again, let me waste away with you, so just
Come to me, I will be there, for you this
So called momentary, feelings of it
Low, behold and you'll see. I will just
Wallow in, and fake it as they do
See me, not that you need a way to empathize, my enemies don't keep a
Vid exist a bit inside the wit melancholy little shit they say
The rest of me, pees a little when they make it stay
I push and pull with the gravity, calamity has set but
Said its not too late to wait for better things
I convince Rakin that he's heading in, begin to feel the
Depths akin to pressures that he never thought would settle in
So again I push and pull of all that came before, the more I saw the way that
I ignore haphazard dash of sage advice,
I laid a plan out but I didn't think
I take, forsake the way I came out, thinking's same so I can pay the price
Way to sign-my hate of my, thoughts that have no relevance
My malevolence towards the pay to play, but I'll be nice
I could give a f*ck towards the luck of the entitled so I
Spiral deep and deeper fall again away from paradise
Fall again, let me waste away with you, so just
Come to me, I will be there, for you this
So called momentary, feelings of it
Low, behold and you'll see. I will just
Wallow in, and fake it as they do