She's playing 12 years old today
Rehearses her lines again
"Hey mom, I think something is wrong,
I hope it's not too big"
She's calling into work sometimes
Not sleeping and she can't eat
Curled up in bed, and praying again
For the smallest relief
Is it a sin to say I don't like it here
Am I bad if I want more
Am I still paying for the sins in a garden
When I didn't even leave the apple core
You're telling me it wasn't my fault
But you just had to be there
Sure, I was a kid
I couldn't make sense of it
But why did I feel evil to the core
Wondering am I even human anymore
Is it a sin to say I don't like it here
Am I bad if I want more
Am I still paying for the sins in a garden
When I didn't even leave the apple core
Am I even human anymore
Am I even human anymore
Am I even human anymore
Am I even human anymore