RainmanRapper - I Wanna Be Believin' Lyrics

I wanna be believin
In all the things I'm wishin
Cause all the things I'm dreamin
Are all the things worth livin
I wanna be believin
Cause all the things I'm fishin
Are tuggin' my line for breathin
I'm shruggin' it off like bleedin

Complain about
All the little things
Got me thinkin
Like I'm just another pingin' to the pong
Like writin' another song
Here i go
On another road
Walkin down the same path
Speakin' in another tone
Do i truly know
The meaning of livin' when I'm 26
And I've got to be getting what im spittin
From the heart that's shot for the go gettin
Here i am preachin' in a mic
From the heart
With the passion
Of the same bag of hammers
I'm a programmer
Catch me goin' around
Like a soul tagger
Whole banner
Flyin' in the air for you to read
Me to preach
For me to teach
What you can reach
On all the little things
To appreciate
Don't negotiate
My acclimate
Destiny and fate
Are standin' at the flood gate
With a stalemate
As the doors open up
You look like

I wanna be believin
In all the things I'm wishin
Cause all the things I'm dreamin
Are all the things worth livin
I wanna be believin
Cause all the things I'm fishin
Are tuggin' my line for breathin
I'm shruggin' it off like bleedin

Here I am thinkin' I'm alone
Writin' out my thoughts
I begin to only know
Where to go
Is just unknown
I've got the
3rd eyes blind eye
No one else is seeing
In my sight
Hindsight 20/20
In a bind
In the mind
It's got me runnin' circles
Inside a cage
With the bars of poison
Keepin' locked in a rage
With a charge of boilin
Up a cauldrons wage
Talkin' to the pied piper
Askin what I've done
I paid my dues
I owe you none
With the scarred receipts
And the hearts defeats
I carry all this baggage
You took from me
Keep on walkin down the same
I've got to feel a wrath
Of what price to pay
I can't do the math
What do I owe for the day
Is karma I get
From going insane
But I reap the benefits
With something to write down
I keep the relevance
With some time of right now
For the precedence
Some day I might drown
As a decadent
I don't wanna frown anymore
From feelin' so different
I've got to swim ashore
From the sea I'm lost in
To another human
Against the things
I'm fearin
Sheared with

I wanna be believin
In all the things I'm wishin
Cause all the things I'm dreamin
Are all the things worth livin
I wanna be believin
Cause all the things I'm fishin
Are tuggin' my line for breathin
I'm shruggin' it off like bleedin

So now i look in the mirror
And self reflect
What a concept
Do i change my ways
For social aspects?
Do i play that game
For a mainstream ass checks
Target my autonomy
Shoot the astronomy
It's no for apologies
Pleadin' for equality
With who i am
And who you want me to be
I am who I am
That's all I can be
Kick another can
Off the road
Do what you can
As the wind blows
Through your moan
With a tone that you've
Had to show
For all the colors showin
You've had to grow with
Yet
Feelin' stupefied
Mummify the life
Of the humankind
Analyze the wraps
To be qualified
Advertised like a prize
Feelin colonized
It very well looks like

I wanna be believin
In all the things I'm wishin
Cause all the things I'm dreamin
Are all the things worth livin
I wanna be believin
Cause all the things I'm fishin
Are tuggin' my line for breathin
I'm shruggin' it off like bleedin