Raine Wilder - 50/50 Lyrics

I packed my bags
Grabbed some cash and my car keys
Not looking back
As I drove away, I said peace
My mistake, I forgot to put up my index
Well i guess, true feelings show, thru sign language
I reached the end of the rope And my stomach knottin
Feels like my fingers in sockets the situations shockin
Drove to the end of this road
Ive got no destination
Never knowing which way to go I'm only hesitating
Should I turn right or left?
Or should I turn around?
If I do I might as well burn the f*cking house to the ground
Because a home ain't home
With out the M or E
It's just a ho who's left all alone
Trying to feel complete
You said you need to breath?
Stop the huffing and puffing
You claim you need to be free?
I ain't been handcuffing
I ain't your husband
But if you want I can give you more
If you're pushing than
I'm driving my car right through your front door

So now I , know all too well
The wrong way and, when I take it
Mistakes I've made my share
So now I, know all too well
The right moves and, when I make them
So I'm 50/50 there

So I'm continuing on
I chose to go left
Hoping the road less traveled still holds the most gifts
Since that roads used less It only makes sense
And since, cents add up I'm gonna cash in
I've made my own mistakes
Some at others expenses
I've fell in love with snakes
I've injected their venom
I've felt the fangs of hot dames on my flesh
I should have avoided the choices
To let the poison in
I said goodbye to the old me, as I drove in
And said hello to the new me
When we touched skin
I was a fool for a wolf
Who wore sheep's hair
Couldn't see through the wool
No matter how long that I'd stare
All my vision was blurry
I lost focus
All my dreams, cast out to sea
Everyone noticed
I was the only one
To swim out to the ocean
Before my future drown
And grab it back
While its still floating

See with me what I've found
It's all 50/50
I don't always take the route
That's all swept and pretty
I don't care if the ground
Is all trashed and filthy
As long as I make it out
I know that it won't kill me
Do what you're scared to do
Pack an extra parachute
Grab another pair of shoes
And a suit that's bullet proof
Don't let it shatter you
Relationships, scatter too
It's all about your attitude
Chill and have a laugh or two
Show some gratitude
Even if they're mad at you
Forgive and forget all the bullshit that they put you through
Or just say forget that
I'll wave and let it fly past
Is it the wrong or the right path
I got a 50/50 chance