Raine Christian - I THOUGHT I'D QUIT TODAY Lyrics

Started as a kid
And I wish I would have known
That it's gonna cost more
I had it figured out
Now I sit and start to think
That I got it all wrong
I don't see myself like everyone else do (no, no)
Think I need some help, but who do I turn to
Everyone I'm gonna let down, including myself
Will still say their proud of you
What's wrong, I'm feelin like hell (like hell)
And I thought I'd quit today
Thought I'd have a city full
I'd look and see a crowd
And listen to 'em calling my name
Now I think I'm pitiful
I'm looken at myself
And listen to the songs to that I sing
I can't be the person that you want, No I won't
Cuz I'm busy being the person that I'm hating the most
Sit here and say it's my fault
Go and write a song
And say I'll quit another day
I don't see myself like everyone else do (no, no)
Think I need some help, but who do I turn to
Everyone I'm gonna let down, including myself
Will still say their proud of you
What's wrong, I'm feelin like hell (like hell)
And I thought I'd quit today
Called up my friend to say
I need some money cuz I spent it on a dream I hate
Told me I'd be okay
He don't know about the shit I keep below my sink
I can't be the person that you want, No I won't
Cuz I'm busy being the person that I'm hating the most
Sit here and say it's my fault
Go and write a song
And say I'll quit another day
I don't see myself like everyone else do (no, no)
Think I need some help, but who do I turn to
Everyone I'm gonna let down, including myself
Will still say their proud of you
What's wrong, I'm feelin like hell (like hell)
And I thought I'd quit today