Rain Theory - Live a Lie Lyrics

I feel so disconnected
From everything
I tried my best to fit in
And I lost myself
Been moving back and forth
But I can't seem to tell
Just what I'm searching for
And why I can't feel
Do you know
What it's like to be afraid
Of every choice you have to make
And the things that you can't change?
Do you see
The pain behind my eyes
The things I try to hide
So I can live a lie?
I'm losing touch with old friends
And I can't blame them
Because I am not the same kid
I was back then
Caught up in drugs and fake love
Don't know what's real
I want to keep on fighting
But I know I'll fail
Do you know
What it's like to be afraid
Of every choice you have to make
And the things that you can't change?
Do you see
The pain behind my eyes
The things I try to hide
So I can live a lie?
Do you know
What it's like to be afraid
Of every choice you have to make
And the things that you can't change?
Do you see
The pain behind my eyes
The things I try to hide
So I can live a lie?
Live a lie
Live a lie