Ya'll don't kno my heart been heavy lately
All this sh*t I'm going through it's been driving me crazy
Lowest point I've ever been don't think that I can't take it
I'm trynna be patient... f*ck I'm tired waiting
Always telling me that I can't put a rush on greatness
Haven't been myself and my close n*ggas started changing
How you say u down to ride and then you start to lane switch
Fortune over fame b*tch
I'm really in pain sh*t
Ion really eat
I Barely get no sleep
Yea they took my f*ckin heart away got me screaming free Rek
And my friends start acting shady
Switching they energy
Supposed to stick to the plan but the plan
But the plan just seem to just stuck with me
Yea
I'm gonna make
Gotta be patient
But I can't
My heart is heavy from all of this pain
All in my songs
This what i think
You in my thoughts
You in my brain
Asking somebody to heal all this pain
After that nothing was ever the same
I saw the closest n*gga to me change
They started choosing
My mind i was loosing
How you do this to me
From the jump you was a groupie
Idk why i let you get close to me
That sh*t took my heart away
I had to learn it the harder way
Letting you know so you understand
Why the f*ck this sh*t is hurting man
You don't know what's on my plate
Trynna be great
Negativity could SKATE
Know the vibes shake up the place
I wanna rafe
My b*tch never been to space
She get wet as some water
In love with somebody daughter
Stand up for this like a martyr
You pushing me to go harder
You helping me to think smarter
My baby the best
Know Imma grind and won't get any rest
My heart is beating outside of my chest
My heart is beating out of my chest
Thought you was the best for me
Yea, yea
This sh*t really testing me
Now imma keep going up
Now imma not give a f*ck
And imma do what i want
And imma say what i want...
I gotta let you know
How I'm coming from the door
Oh
I gotta let you know
Like oh
I gotta let you know
Yea, yea