No More Video (MV)

I bury every single fear I've ever carried
And hope that it never surfaces
The fight of being confident despite bouts of worthlessness
My sight is on accomplishment
I'm writing as a search for which
I struggle to grasp
But I'm certain that I'm better than I was in the past
That grows apparent with each waking hour
I can't let anybody take my power
Try to drain my spirit and confiscate my devotion
There's way too much on plate I won't tolerate the commotion
Any longer
But won't dont kill you make you stronger..
I keep a lot inside for someone who's a talker
Cause the silence is a diatribe to fabricated guilt
With tactics that are heavy as the fabric on a quilt
No more lashing out and acting like the statue that I've built
Is a representation
Of who I am on my quest to be patient
That little boy is a man now
And when it comes speaking truth It's time that I stand now


Yeah I'm looking for you
That voice in my head that I can't let go
Yeah I'm looking for you
That voice in my head that upsets me
No I don't wanna do anything that you tell no more


One day I pray to have to a have a son
And give him everything I couldn't receive
To help him reach the heights that I couldn't retrieve
So he can know that the glow is in the bits of reprieve
When things were leaning towards no
But be chose to believe
That's how I see it happen
It takes brutal insecurity to fuel passion
Til you reach maturity and find that time is not recoupable
Uncertainty's the true assassin
And when you wanna fight it get the belt fastened
Unless you question everyone you've ever listened to
And come to find that person often isn't you
And come to find that bullshit often isn't true
What's a man to do besides doing what he loves to do
The recipe simple but hard to gather ingredients
One thing that's for sure, I am not with obedience
Or neediness or greediness or taking roads that you call the easiest