Rah - Immortal Lyrics

I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be
I don't, I don't
I don't wanna be...

I don't wanna be immortal, if immortal means being alone
I don't wanna be immortal, if immortal means going psycho
I don't wanna be immortal, if immortal means I'll be alone
I don't wanna be immortal, if immortal means I'll go psycho

As of lately, I've been struggling with psychosis
Call me crazy but I'm wondering if I wrote this
It's like, maybe I'm suffering cos I haven't noticed
You can't save me from the storm when the cyclone hits
Oh no, I'm going psycho, sitting at home
Here in my zone all on my own, hearing my song
Play through my phone, where it went wrong, I do not know
I play along, I keep control
I stay upon all these demons that try tear open all that I speak on
I'm telling them be gone but I always see some
Coming like he's young and that's when the heat comes
And I feel like I'm done, let hell come, it's welcome

I don't wanna be here anymore
I don't wanna live this life
Something just doesn't feel right
When I'm walking through the maze of my mind

I don't wanna be immortal, if immortal means being alone
I don't wanna be immortal, if immortal means going psycho
I don't wanna be immortal, if immortal means I'll be alone
I don't wanna be immortal, if immortal means I'll go psycho

It's partly problematic when I'm acting like an addict
Cos I'm back to being a savage and it's finally causing damage
With a little bit of practice, I might turn into a bandit
Leaving wounds without a bandage just to see what I can scavenge
It's all part of the challenge, I'm bound to find a passage
Around all of the baggage I found inside the carriage
I've learned that I can manage my hurt by letting it vanish
In work so I can plan it with words, make a planet
It turns you call it magic. Absurd, it's kinda tragic
I've heard that when I panic the world turns to static
This verse is a classic rebirth of the habit
That works; rain some havoc, reverse, each and every word
I go back to the void just in hope to avoid
Every single thing that once destroyed this little earth, asteroid

No
I don't wanna be here anymore
I don't wanna live this life
Something just doesn't feel right
When I'm walking through the maze of my mind

I don't wanna be immortal, if immortal means being alone
I don't wanna be immortal, if immortal means going psycho
I don't wanna be immortal, if immortal means I'll be alone
I don't wanna be immortal, if immortal means I'll go psycho

I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be
I don't, I don't
I don't wanna be immortal
Immortal