Rafi Sxyz - Fall '18 Unlove Letter Lyrics

I'm always dreaming something ain't right
I'm like the night you can't see me
I'm like a Knight I use my sword
I slice from the write
Will I hurt you?
I'm like I might
I've got my virtues
I just don't always act on them right
I'm flawed like flossing after eating soup or sauce or
Nodding off to preachers talk about things I should've know about all along
But I've still got 4-5, maybe 8 more years
Forsaking you, and grant for taking, and withstanding all these f*cking changes
I don't want no love, I think that's obvious
I'm not a lover or a fighter I'm a hobbyist
If you wonder if it's worth it then it prolly is
And if you wonder if it's not
Blankest stare my eyes are empty like a pool of air
The blankets here don't cover anything I'm not a wrapper
What I know
Survive the freeze is what I'm told
To live without the warmth just be a lil cooler than the cold
And bolder than a flower growing older under boulder
Peeking petals hope for closure
Stuck between rocks and a hard headed loner
Should I shoulder so much weight or should I wait
They say it only makes you stronger
With the way it's going I'll be tougher than a stoner's lung
Lunging from the deepest plung
Running from-
What the f*ck I'm running from
I don't want no love
I think that's obvious
I'm not a lover or a fighter I'm a-