Radiant Dimensions - Misguided Lyrics

All I've ever been
Is succumbing to the confusion
Believed all the things that you said
You wanted me left for dead
Turning thoughts into matter
Misguided manifestations
What the f*ck is this place I've created
With all the things that I thought that I hated

Now I can't get out of my out way
These Ruminations are killing me
Now i can't see another way
To make it through this pain
That's killing me

This pain that's killing me

Now I can't get out of my out way
These Ruminations are killing me
Now i can't see another way
To make it through this pain
That's killing me