Rachel Leung - Not Into You Lyrics

Not the first time I'm holding back
But the first that I don't understand
But what changed my mind since I met you
Trust me this is not by will
These are things I don't wanna feel
Cause I know the little chances I have with you
Moments when I'm with you
Lead me on but they're just not true
Smile and nod so you can't tell that
I've been denying everything that's been on my mind
Only learning that with you I just can't leave behind
Every time I'm with you
I tell myself I don't want you
If you want me to lie to you
Boy, I'm not into you
These days I'm scratching my head
Wondering how I haven't moved on yet
Cause you're miles away, how can I think there's a possibility
I swear I'm trying my best
To take it back clean up this mess
Cause this is the last thing I need
Moments when I'm with you
Lead me on but they're just not true
Smile and nod so you can't tell that
I've been denying everything that's been on my mind
Only learning that with you I just can't leave behind
Every time I'm with you
I tell myself I don't want you
If you want me to lie to you
Boy, I'm not into you
Where are the voices that's supposed to keep me in line
Come back and help me get him out of my mind
He's making me think things through
Only ending back in what I knew
Boy, It ain't your fault
No matter how much I blame you
I've been denying everything that's been on my mind
Only learning that with you I just can't leave behind
Every time I'm with you
I tell myself I don't want you
If you want me to lie to you
Boy, I'm not into you