Rachel Greenleaf - Griefs Too Heavy Lyrics

Spend my days out in the water
Right where'd you want me to
Grieving a man who's not my father
But he showed me what a man should do
The griefs too heavy
Some days it's so heavy I can barely breathe
Some days it's so heavy I forget to eat
Then it's light as a feather
Haunting me
But just for the day
Won't stay that way
The griefs too heavy
It'll never be the same
I think I'll never be okay
If I'm not who I was before
Then who am I today?
But I keep living my life
Sometimes I think I'm just fine
Then I'm a shell of a person
Only getting by
Cause the griefs too heavy
The griefs too heavy
Some days it's so heavy I can barely breathe
Some days it's so heavy I forget to eat
Then it's light as a feather
Haunting me
But just for the day
Won't stay that way
The griefs too heavy
And so it drives me
Places I'm not proud of
Head above water
But would you be proud of, me these days?
When I can't hold the weight
On my own two feet
Crushing me
Answers that I'll never get
Guilt that fills me with regret
Places that you should've been
People that you should've met
The griefs too heavy
The griefs too heavy
Some days it's so heavy I can barely breathe
Some days it's so heavy I forget to eat
Then it's light as a feather
Haunting me
But just for the day
Won't stay that way
The griefs too heavy
The griefs too heavy
Oh God it's so heavy
The griefs too heavy