One month, a couple days
I don't like looking in the mirror
Cuz I don't recognize my face
Fog it up, could it get any clearer
And I wish I could wash away
The broken parts of me
But the flush of my cheeks reminds me
Of memories we can't repeat
And why I can't sleep and why
I haven't been feeling right
And I'm coming apart
With no rhyme or reason
I could go out and fall at your feet but I
Think I'll stay in tonight
I'm trying, oh I'm trying
I'm trying, oh I'm trying
I'm trying, oh I'm trying
And I'm just getting by
But God knows I'm still trying
Four years to pave the way
Driving I-95, never thought I would end up
With nothing to say
Drawing blanks, like does anybody ever just quit
Or do seven billion people just handle this
I can handle this
I can handle this
Oh, but maybe it's true and maybe it's all me
Do what I can to make myself lonely, I
Haven't been dealing right
And I'm coming apart with no rhyme or reason
I should go out and get what I need but I
Think I'll stay in tonight
I'm trying, oh I'm trying
I'm trying, oh I'm trying
I'm trying, oh I'm trying
And I'm just getting by
But God knows I'm still trying
Let it all in and
Let it pass through
I'm finally coming to
Let it all in and
Let it pass through
I'm finding my way to you
Let it all in and
Let it pass through
I'm finally coming to
Let it all in and
Let it pass through
I'm finding my way to you
I'm trying, oh I'm trying
I'm trying, oh I'm trying
I'm trying, oh I'm trying
And I'm just getting by
But God knows I'm still trying