Rachel Arienne - people pleaser Lyrics

Growing up
It made me happy
To make you all happy
Nothing else mattered to me
And I learned
Hard work don't always get rewards
And no one is keeping score
You can ask for more and more and more
And I'll give it to you
What more can I do
I can make it work
Caught in routine
To be a machine
I would do it all
Overthinking
What am I doing
I'm craving for you to like me
It's crazy
"No" isn't in my vocabulary
Gaining "friends" but losing myself
It's draining
Don't let them see you're struggling
People pleasing doesn't work anymore
Time has passed
I'm on my own now
Alone in a crowd
Voices are slowly dimming down
I blame myself
I don't need help
Yes, it's fine
Don't worry about me
Cause I'm
Overthinking
What am I doing
I'm craving for you to like me
It's crazy
"No" isn't in my vocabulary
Gaining "friends" but losing myself
It's draining
Don't let them see you're struggling
People Pleasing doesn't work
Sorry I talk too much
I'm sure you're quick to judge
Avoid getting hurt
Do you like me?
Are you sure?
Give me a second
You took me for granted
You took advantage and I took the damage
Ohhhhhhhhhhh
I want validation
Tell me I'm right
Not in control of my own mind
It's been too long
I wasn't living for me all along
All along
All along
I gained "friends" but I lost myself
It's draining
No matter what I can't win
People pleasing doesn't work