rabbitbyte - Uppers or Downers Lyrics

Lost in the haze
In this maze of my mind
Chasing shadows of dreams
I can't seem to find
Got a pocket full of pills
But they don't heal the pain
Just numb the edges
Of this madness in my brain

Walking on a wire
Playing with the fire
Searching for a light
But the bottle keeps me up all night
With every step I take
The more I seem to break
Guess there's not much at stake

Don't know if they're uppers or downers
Got nothing from over the counter
Mixing my prescriptions
With all of my addictions
Testing my convictions
Wonder if I'd be better pushing up daisies
Just a little more and my heart may seize
Maybe I'm just going crazy

Sippin' on this potion
Try'na find some devotion
But the demons in my head
Keep stirrin' up commotion
Every day's a battle
Try'na stay in motion
Try'na go through life sober
What a crazy notion

[Verse 2]
My brain's moving so fast
That I need a tracheostomy
Just to comprehend
All the words spillin' out of me
Just bleed me dry
I need it awfully

[Chorus]
Don't know if they're uppers or downers
Got nothing from over the counter
Mixing my prescriptions
With all of my addictions
Testing my convictions
Wonder if I'd be better pushing up daisies
Just a little more and my heart may seize
Maybe I'm just going crazy